Craziness

So much in my mind and so little organization to it...like my life at times. I'm scamming today and taking the easy route...bullet points!

• I turned 30 back at the end of November. I don't feel 30. I feel like a 17 year old trapped inside a 30 year old's body with 15 pounds of "baggage" to lose, never getting enough sleep, fighting a daycare cold every odd month, and wishing I had more drive to focus on where my life (our life) is going.
• I feel like I've spent the past few years on cruise control because it's been all about having a baby and then adjusting to his needs and learning how to care for a baby with severe allergies.
• I'm ready to shake things up a bit....just give me some more sleep.
• I'd like to hit a solid exercise regime...but then something inevitably happens and I'm either trying to catch up on sleep or fighting another cold.
• I hate daycare.
• K-man's allergies seem to be subsiding but then the damndest things will happen and he'll break out in eczema all over again. For instance? The grape flavoring in his last antibiotic...made him itch like a mad man and turn completely bright red on the face. Or the 100% juice capri sun I bought him...he made it a quarter of the way through before itching all over.
• He can have strawberries as long as their cooked and not fresh...but if fresh, not more than 2. He can have raisins, but not everyday and not more than once on the day he has them...or else he itches all over. He can applesauce occasionally but if too frequently it makes his tushey itch and he wiggles like a little catepillar on the floor.
• Two year olds are fun and challenging and entertaining.
• My husband is having to work most weekends. I hate it. I miss the family time. I know he does, too.
• My nails are really long and pretty right now. I guess that's why two of them chose to break off at the base this morning. b*tches.
• I want to blog more...facebook has lost its starry appeal.

Blogging from work...time to go home!